Moving On
by Aimless
Chapter 10 - Resolution
Though I've seen friendships ruined when love is involved,
I just can't resist anymoreI need you, more than you'll ever know
Just the thought of the taste of your lips gives me chills
How I've longed for your gentle caress
In your arms, hold you close, one more kiss
Don't you know how strong this lust for you has grown?
Just say the word and I am yours.
Bosanova Casanova
by Weiss Kreuz
That scent… spicy and very familiar surrounds me. Aya… he’s back. Also if the lips pressed to the back of my neck are any indication it appears his feelings have not changed.
He’s lucky I did not gut him. But I could care less about that now. Aya is home safe and has his arms around me. Oh… ack I’m all sweaty.
“Aya… welcome home. Just let me get cleaned up and I can…” I groan as he presses his lips beneath my ear.
“No I like you this way. I was watching you Ken. You’re beautiful… poetry in motion.” He trails his mouth down the side of my neck and bites gently.
I flush at his words and bite my lip. My tight shorts are not going to hide his effect on me for long. “Aya… not here. Let’s go back to my room.”
“I want you here, now like this. I waited too damned long already. What about your promise to call me Ran? Did you forget already?” His low voice sends warm air wafting over the skin on my neck.
“Nnnn… no I didn’t Ran. I just.” I lose the ability to speak when his hand brushes against the front of my Speedos.
“Starting without me again? Shame on you two.” I look up as Chloe walks into the room. He’s barefoot and his shirt is all the way unbuttoned. The glimpses of his bare chest cause my mouth to go dry.
“Well you were the one who insisted on unpacking. Plus I take it you arranged it so we would be alone up here?” Aya stops what he is doing and I groan.
“Well Michel and Yuki are happily catching up and Free knows better than to come up here right now. Plus he promises to keep the youngsters occupied if the need arises.
I swallow nervously as the icy blond comes and stands in front of me. Is this what I want? I still don’t know.
“Wait… I’m not sure if this is a good idea.”
Chloe takes my wrist and removes the glove. He does the same thing for the other hand. After he sets the weapons aside he moves in front of me again even closer than before. I can smell the rose scent of his skin as he places his arms around me.
“I missed you Ken. We both did.” He rubs his chin against my collar bone before giving it a playful lick.
I try hard not to squirm. Aya is nuzzling my neck and his hand is still lightly rubbing the front of my shorts. I actually jump when Chloe’s hands skim down my sides and slip between Aya and me to grab my ass. I gasp as the blond assassin grinds his hips against mine trapping Aya’s hands.
“S… stop… I can’t think when you do that.” My libido is screaming at me to shut the hell up and not ruin what is about to happen.
Aya and Chloe share a kiss over my shoulder and I’m so close I can see the blond’s tongue slide into his mouth. They’re both rubbing against me and despite my better judgment I place my hands on Chloe’s warm chest. They feel so good pressed against me and I feel wanted. But that isn’t enough. I can’t just do this without thinking of the consequences. I expected to be able to talk to them first after they got back but it seems Chloe and Aya have other ideas.
I can’t help myself and as I touch that smooth skin I’m rewarded by a deep groan. A thrill of pure pleasure floods through me to know that I’m the one that’s causing Chloe to make these noises. They break off their kiss and Chloe moves his lips over my jaw biting and nipping. My hands fist in the fabric of his shirt as Aya’s slips under the tight waistband of my Speedos. Chloe is kneading my ass as Aya touches me. When his hand lightly grasps me I freeze and try to pull away.
“Ken what’s wrong?” Aya’s voice is soft and laced with concern.
Chloe lifts his head to look in my eyes. I’m sure he can see the confusion swimming there.
“I… I’m sorry. This is going way too fast.” I hang my head as shame creeps in.
“Ken you want us. Your body doesn’t lie. What’s the problem? Did something change while we were gone?” Chloe cups my cheek and raises my head. I find it so hard to look in his eyes. They too are filled with concern… for me. It’s something I never thought to see there. It’s a look I’d only seen him use for Aya.
“I’m so confused. This is so weird and unusual. I can’t help wondering if I’m just a way to spice up your relationship. You know a convenient fuck for when you want a threesome.” There goes my mouth getting me into trouble again. I expect them both to get angry and push me away. Then I can be miserable in peace.
I’m stunned when they hug me tighter.
“Trust me Ken. I know you’ve been hurt badly in the past. While I don’t know where this relationship will take us or even if it will last I promise to never lie to you. I care a great deal for you. We both do. We want you. Right here and right now. After that… who can say? Please Ken let us show you how much we care.”
Aya said please. He promises not to lie to me. Can I trust what he is saying? I’ve known Aya for years. Been through hell and back with him and now he’s asking me for something I’m not sure I’m willing to give. But damn it don’t I deserve some happiness? I want to be selfish for once in my life.
“Don’t push us away. I want you to be happy Ken. Let us show you.” Chloe’s mouth is a mere inch from mine.
I cave, I give in. I don’t have the strength to say no. It’s not just the effect their bodies are having on mine but also the sincerity and affection in their voices. I’m so damned tired of being alone.
“Yes… please.” I whisper.
Chloe’s sensual mouth curves up in a smile right before he claims my lips. I open my mouth willingly and he deepens the kiss. I feel as if he is trying to devour me whole. I can’t think... not with the two of them doing wicked things to my body. Aya’s hand is wrapped around my cock while his other one pulls at the spandex till it’s around my ankles. I step out of the shorts while Aya removes the tank top by simply ripping it up the back. I could care less though as Chloe’s hands return to my ass and he grips me tightly.
I’m too far gone to be self-conscious at my nakedness especially when Chloe breaks the kiss and slowly sinks to his knees. He pauses to tongue each part of my abdomen and bites at the ridges of muscle. He even traces the rough scar tissue from Aya’s katana and sucks lightly on the thickened skin. I guess it’s his way of showing me that my scars do not bother him in the least. I can scarcely keep still and I think I forget how to breathe when he looks up at me and winks.
I’m putty in their hands and I gasp loudly as Aya’s hand stills and I look down. He’s holding me out to Chloe and I shudder as the blond nuzzles Aya’s hand. His soft hair brushing against my shaft is making me groan. Ice blue eyes look up at me and one long lick nearly causes my legs to buckle. My fists clench as he playfully nibbles on Aya’s fingers before licking me again. His wet tongue trails up and down my cock as his fingers dig into my ass. I don’t care if he leaves bruises as long as he doesn’t stop what he’s doing.
It takes me a moment to realize that Aya is no longer pressed against my back. I want him here so very badly despite what Chloe is doing to me. I try and look behind me to see where he’s gone. Noticing my distress Chloe bites my hip and surprised I look back down at him. His skin is flushed and his lips glisten slightly. His slacks are also unfastened and damn me but he seems to go commando. There is nothing barring my view of his cock. Pale cream colored like the rest of his body with the exception of the head which is flushed pink with arousal. His one hand is still on my behind while the other is taking a meandering trip up my inner thigh.
“Ken… Aya is getting rid of his clothing. They were getting in the way. He’ll be right back. Pay attention to me now. I don’t like being ignored.” As if to prove a point he bites my hip again… this time rather hard.
I yelp and glare down at him. He answers with a sexy as hell little laugh then wraps his hand around my cock. I watch breathlessly as his pink tongue darts out to delicately lap at the tip. I shudder and wonder if I can stay upright cause my legs already feel rather weak.
“Beautiful isn’t he?” Aya’s voice whispers in my ear.
He’s once again a warm presence at my back but now I feel bare skin pressed against me. Almost equal in height I feel his arousal as he rubs against me like a large cat.
I fail to form any coherent words as Chloe takes me into his mouth. Down his lips slide till his nose is nestled at the base of my cock. Painfully slowly he slides back up again hollowing his cheeks and sucking. Oh god it feels so good. I bite my lip and tentatively reach out to touch him.
“Ken… its ok to touch. But if you pull his hair he has a tendency to bite.” Aya’s hands are stroking my chest as he explores my neck with his lips.
As if to prove his point I feel the faint rasp of teeth and suck in a harsh breath. He grins around his mouthful as I carefully thread my fingers into his platinum hair. I feel shuddery and weak and totally at the mercy of the two men here with me. It’s not a role I’m used to taking and it’s a very odd feeling to put yourself totally at the mercy of someone else.
Omi preferred I take a more aggressive role with him. I realize that I have little choice but to give in as they do whatever they desire. I know though, if I truly ask Aya and Chloe to stop they will. Aya licks and bites my neck as his fingers pinch my nipples. Sparks of pleasure tinged pain shoot straight to my groin as Aya grinds himself against me. I don’t know which way is up anymore as Chloe bobs his head over my erection. His hands once more clasp my ass spreading me a bit so Aya’s pre-cum slick cock slides along my crack.
I can’t remain still… the urge to thrust is overwhelming. “I… need. Ah… God Yes… Chloe… I need to…”
“Go ahead Ken he can take it.” Aya’s husky voice rasps in my ear.
I throw my head back and grip Chloe’s head and thrust into his hot, wet mouth. He takes me easily and groans his approval. The slight noise sends tingles up my cock. I won’t last long especially when I feel a finger slide inside me. I have no idea who’s as I gasp and moan between them. I don’t want it to end. I need a second… just a moment to pull back from the edge.
“I… can’t. Aya, Chloe… I don’t want it to… ah God. To… end.” I tense up as the blond crouched in front of me takes just the tip in his mouth as he pumps my shaft. The fingers inside me, somewhere along the line another one was added, press against a place the makes me near howl. If not for the strong arm around my waist I might have collapsed at that point.
“Let go Ken… come for us. Just let go… that’s it. Let Chloe taste you. He wants to so badly. God you are so hot and tight. I’m going to enjoy fucking you.” Those words coming from Aya are like the biggest freaking turn on.
Coupled with the mouth on my cock, the hands on my body and the fingers thrust inside me I don’t stand a chance. I explode in Chloe’s mouth as he eagerly sucks me dry. The fingers still and Aya reaches around and strokes Chloe’s cheek as he releases me. My hands drop to my sides and I gasp trying to get enough air into my lungs. Aya is still pressed to me and his cock is hard against the cleft of my ass. I need to be claimed by him and feel him moving inside me. I want to believe that he cares for me and I just want someone else to take control for a while.
The fingers are gone too and I’m shaking. Hands on my shoulders push me to my knees and I look at Chloe. His lips are reddened and slick and his eyes are half lidded with desire. He cups my face in his hands and I stare into his eyes.
“You tasted divine Ken. I’ve wanted to do that since that night in the green house.” I don’t know what to say as he lowers his head and places his lips against mine. I eagerly open under his probing tongue and taste a salty tang as he slants his head and forces his tongue deeper.
I moan into his kiss as his splayed fingers caress my jaw. I pull back a bit when I feel Aya’s fingers glide down my spine. They are slick and warm and I feel something dribble along my backside.
“What? Where did you find?” I stammer as Chloe is trying to leave the mother of all hickeys on my throat.
“There’s a bottle of baby oil conveniently left nearby on the mat. Were you expecting some action Ken Ken?” Chloe teases as he seems to now find my collar bone irresistible.
“I use it on the leather of my gloves. I just left it laying there. Ah... ss... stop a minute”
I tense up as Aya inserts three fingers inside me. I wince at the burning intrusion. I want him inside me but fuck it’s been a long time. “Ran… I… it’s been a while since I’ve done this. A very long while. I’m not sure that I…”
Aya’s soothing voice skates down my spine. “Relax Ken I’ll be careful. I want to do this. Let me inside please?”
All I can do is nod as Chloe takes a nipple into his mouth and bites. Aya did warn me though that Chloe likes to use his teeth. The sparks of pain distract me a bit and as Aya crooks his fingers I bury my face in Chloe’s neck to stifle my cry in the blond’s smooth skin. I don’t want to risk alerting the whole house.
Heat courses through me and I groan continuously as Aya strokes that spot repeatedly. I’m a moaning quivering wreck between them and when Aya asks me to lean forward it doesn’t even register. So Chloe takes my hands and tugs. Now on all fours I look back over my shoulder. The fingers are slowly removed and I miss the tingling heat and pressure.
Aya is pouring a pool of oil in his hand and I watch breathlessly as he slowly spreads it over himself. With each one of his soft groans I feel an answering tug in my own groin. Chloe leans up to kiss Aya and murmurs words I can’t hear in the red head’s ear. He shakes his head and lies back on the mat. His pants are kicked off and the unbuttoned dress shirt frames his lean body. On arm is pillowed under his head and the other idly strokes his hard cock.
He’s beautiful to look at and I know Aya is staring as well. I’m a bit confused at his withdrawal. Wasn’t he enjoying himself? Was it something I did? Chloe notices my furrowed brow and hastens to sit up to kiss me and stroke my face.
“This first time should be just you an Aya. You’ve wanted this for a long time and I won’t intrude.” He smiles at me and I hasten to ask him to join in but a finger is placed against my lips.
“Shhh…. No protests. I’m content to watch. God I could come from that alone. You two look so hot together. I want to see your face as he slowly sinks into your body. As he thrusts and moans against your back.” This time when he returns to the mat he’s almost right underneath me.
I hiss through my teeth as he raises one hand to run it up my chest. Aya kisses his way down my back and a hand on each of my thighs spreads me even wider. Open and exposed I bite my lip as I feel a blunt pressure against my entrance. I can’t help it I tense up. Truthfully the last one I bottomed for on a regular basis was Kase. Omi really didn’t like to assume control and I was more than happy to oblige. So aside from the occasional experimentation with a toy or two I’ve not done this in a long time.
“Easy Ken… don’t fight it. Let me inside.” Aya reaches around and grasps my half hard cock and strokes. Chloe’s hand joins his and he cups my balls.
It only takes a few moments of attention from their talented hands before I’m gasping both their names. So when Aya pushes forward again despite the burn all I can do is gasp for air. I can’t help a few involuntary noises as he sinks inside. Aya is much bigger then I would have thought and he is stretching me rather painfully. His hand on my cock does not stop stroking and his slow pace is maddening. Yeah it hurts but not as bad as some of the injuries I’ve had over the years. Kase was much rougher and pain played such a big part in my sex life that I thought that was how it was supposed to be. I guess I have Omi to thank for showing me differently.
I rock impatiently back against Aya and he slides in to the hilt. The hand on my hip squeezes hard enough to leave marks. He stops to let me adjust as he gasps behind me. His calm facade is shattered and I can feel him tremble against my back.
“So tight… give me a minute. Gods Ken… so fucking tight.” I look back as Aya’s amethyst eyes slide shut as he tries to regain a bit of control.
My heart is racing in my chest and I’m panting. It’s not enough… I want more.
“Ran… please move. I’m alright just fuck me please.”
I hiss as he pulls back and surges forward again. The burn recedes as he thrusts and I eagerly push myself back encouraging him to go faster and thrust harder.
“So good… Ken. Ah… so good.” Aya cries out over and over as his hand on my dick keeps pace with his pistoning hips.
I look down at Chloe as he’s watching us. His own hand slides up and down his rock hard erection in time with Aya’s thrusts. “Fuck him Aya… yeah… oh yes, yes.”
Chloe is positioned on the mats so if I lean down a bit I can do for him what he did for me earlier. Despite being nearly out of my mind with pleasure I’m struck with the overwhelming urge to lap up the milky droplets leaking steadily from the tip of his cock. I give in to the urge and earn a surprised gasp from Chloe. His eyes widen as I take him into my mouth and suck. The velvet softness of his skin and the bittersweet taste of him fills my mouth.
His back arches off the mat and I gag slightly as he pushes in too far. I lift my head a bit and try again. This time he stays still as I slide my lips down his shaft. I’m able to go a bit more than half way this time before I have to pull back. I’m surprised I’m coherent enough to do this but I want him to be a part of this too and not just a spectator. I might not have given a blow job in a few years but judging by Chloe’s writhing and mewling I’d say I’m doing ok.
His hands grip my forearms and I let him thrust shallowly in my mouth. I stroke him with my tongue as I bob my head. God who would have thought to see me in this position. No one is more amazed than I am and this could get addicting real quick as Aya and Chloe both moan my name over and over. I’m also fast losing control as my second orgasm of the afternoon rushes towards me. Aya’s precision pays off and he nudges my sweet spot over and over. I moan around my mouthful and Chloe grips my hair. The slap of sweaty flesh against sweaty flesh and our constant voiced appreciation fills the room as Chloe suddenly arches under me.
A flood of salty fluid fills my mouth and I pull back. I swallow some and the rest splatters my chin. I release him as he grips his flagging erection milking the last droplets to fall on his groin as me moans softly. I sag forward as Aya’s fingers brush against the head of my cock. I grunt with the strength of his thrusts and he’s determined that I keep pace.
My cheek rests against Chloe’s hip as sensations finally overwhelm me totally. I recite a mindless string of encouraging words as Aya fills me. Chloe runs his fingers through my sweat dampened hair and his words pierce through the haze.
“Come for us Ken… that’s it. Come on baby. Let go.”
My hands clutch the mat and I cry out so loud that I wouldn’t be surprised if the neighbors call the cops. Aya strokes deep and one last hit dead on against my prostate I come. Oh god it’s all so freaking intense. I scream Aya’s name as I coat his hand and Chloe’s thighs. My chest is heaving for air and Chloe wraps his arms around me. Aya grips my hips and can feel his teeth lightly graze my neck as he all but drapes himself over me as he thrusts.
“Ken... ah. Ken...Ah yes. Yes that’s it. So hot... so fucking hot.” Aya breathes into my ear.
Then he is coming too. Spasming inside me so hard I can feel his seed bathe my insides as he thrusts several more times. His sweat soaked hair brushes my shoulder as his hands run up my torso to rest on my chest. I’m sure he can feel the still frantic beat of my heart as I try to recover. Aya kisses my neck and rests against my back trembling. I know exactly how he feels. Drained, sated and wrecked.
I wince a bit as he carefully pulls out and shifts to one side so he can lie beside us. I move over enough so that I’m not on top of Chloe. I have a sexily disheveled blond in front of me and an equally gorgeous redhead spooned in behind me. Their arms hold me and we’re quiet for a few moments as I try to get my brain to reboot.
Reality intrudes on the idyllic moment though and I get uncomfortable. I’m not perfect and the doubt’s that have been plaguing me begin to creep back in. Aya‘s lips brush my shoulder as Chloe’s fingers trace my abdomen.
“What are you thinking Ken?” Aya asks scooting even closer pining me in place as if he thought I might run.
I try to make light of my tumultuous feelings. “I’m thinking that I’m lying in the wet spot.”
Chloe’s burst of delighted laughter is surprising and I can’t help smiling a bit in return. He brushes my bangs out of my eyes and looks right at me. “Seriously though Ken what are you thinking? Do you want this? DO you want us?”
I wonder if I dare to reach out and hold Chloe like he’s holding me. Something stops me. Perhaps it’s the memory of the aloof teasing blond whose cutting remarks used to infuriate me. It’s so different from the man in front of me now who is soft, warm and welcoming.
“I’m overwhelmed by it all. I don’t know what to think. One part of me wants to stay here in your arms and the other part is screaming at me that it is a huge mistake and I’ll only get hurt again.” I don’t think I can go through another spectacular rejection.
“Ken we can’t promise that nothing will ever happen or that this will last forever. I just want you to be happy. Do you think you could be happy with us?” Aya’s soft voice makes me want burrow against him and never let go.
Could I actually be happy? Do I even deserve to be happy? Damn it I think I do. I want to feel loved and appreciated. Loneliness sucks and I’ve had my fill for one life time.
“I think I could be happy with the two of you. I want to try.” Those simple words seem to lighten a burden I have carried for a long time.
“See Aya I told you that Ken would have to be an idiot to turn us down. Even he is not that dense.” Chloe chuckles evilly. “Also as nice as cuddling here is I’d rather clean up and retreat to a nice warm bed with the two of you. Plus I’m all sticky and if we stay like this much longer I’ll adhere to the mats.”
I playfully hit his arm for his remark about my intelligence and rear back in surprise when he winces. What the hell? I part the shirt to look at his upper arm. It is swathed in a thick bandage. Concerned I trace it with my fingers.
“It’s ok Ken... I just got shot during the mission.” Chloe places his hand over mine.
“Shot! Why didn’t you say something? I never would have...” Chloe cuts me off mid sentence.
“Never would have what? Given me a fantastic blow job? It’s only a flesh wound and I was not about to let Aya have all the fun. Now can we get up and take the shower we all so desperately need?”
His pleading tone prompts us to get to our feet. I look at the mess on the mats and flush a bit.
“We’ll clean it up later Ken. Shower now and believe it or not Chloe and I could use some sleep. You’re going to join us and we aren’t taking no for an answer since it’s your bed I intend to crash in.” I’m grabbed by the hand and tugged towards the door when the realization that we are naked rushes in.
“Wait... we can’t!” I’m horrified at the thought of running into anyone in the hall.
“Don’t be such a chicken Ken your door is the first one after we get down the steps no one is going to see. Besides Free mentioned taking Yuki and Michel out for pizza.” Chloe continues to tug me towards the door.
Resigned I let them but I’m sure that I’m blushing bright crimson as we head downstairs. I breathe a sigh of relief as we enter my room and shut the door. I listen as Chloe and Aya argue good-naturedly.
“Well you would not have gotten shot if you had not hesitated in front of that leather fetish shop.”
“But those boots were worth a second look. Besides how was I supposed to know that guy wasn’t dead? Anyway I did manage to go back for some souvenirs from that very shop. They had some lovely toys I can’t wait to try out.” Chloe looks over his shoulder and smirks at me.
I swallow nervously and think my life just got a hell of a lot more interesting.